Ирина sparklock
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13 October 2024
Иs
07:54
Ирина sparklock
I just imagined the situation in jungle you and me taking ayahuaska and throwing up together when we have to, look each other in the eyes and holding hands
👀
ea
ea
09:11
ethersec adacic1033
you are subversive a lot..i though i was the only one with this ability on that level of toxicity...
Иs
09:12
Ирина sparklock
is that good for you?
🤔
ea
ea
09:13
ethersec adacic1033
in amazony with native naked and eathing some coconuts while helycopter are trying to locate us without success
Иs
09:13
Ирина sparklock
awesome
ea
09:14
ethersec adacic1033
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i dont use to plan my vice before letting them taking control of myself
Иs
09:14
Ирина sparklock
so how i reALTED TO them? paranoid again?
ea
09:14
ethersec adacic1033
but its an idea..mean we assume we are insane and we are happy like that
Иs
09:15
Ирина sparklock
i am sustainable enough, at least i dont do what they ask me
😐
ea
ea
09:15
ethersec adacic1033
they are all experiencing internet cutting anomaly
Иs
09:16
Ирина sparklock
i have a high level of mental endurance like my nerves really like a steel
ea
09:17
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me too after many extrem trauma i cant broke on nothing anymore..i reach a level of fuck off i cant exprss
Иs
09:17
Ирина sparklock
same
ea
09:17
ethersec adacic1033
and this is still increasing
Иs
09:17
Ирина sparklock
we win it is obvious
ea
09:18
ethersec adacic1033
i know..i knew before trying
09:18
i am not stupid to loose
09:18
they give me garanty before
Иs
09:18
Ирина sparklock
so dont worry about it, dont feed them with your attention and they will go away
ea
09:19
ethersec adacic1033
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ok i am having fun crushing bones via a simple wire with my mouse from dollar store
09:19
i feed them with bs
Иs
09:19
Ирина sparklock
i am glad you enjoy yourself
09:20
it is painful to me to see you sad
ea
09:20
ethersec adacic1033
they hate it so i get a load of it in case
09:20
i am really far to be sad
09:20
i am under jouissance state
09:21
i feel maniaco repressif now
Иs
09:22
Ирина sparklock
i sense it, i am glad you enjoy it just be careful , if you mess with someone who doesnt deserve it you will get negativity back
ea
09:23
thanx for the remind
09:23
that why in hour one i am leaving for my bed to avoid mistake
Иs
09:23
Ирина sparklock
i deal with it a lot, i sense people for a second
09:23
yes you need rested mind
09:23
so i was angry with people for no reason because they seem to me vilent and dumb
09:24
you will be doing well
09:24
you always are
09:25
do you want a bed-time story and being tucked in?
ea
09:29
ethersec adacic1033
yes why not
09:30
i am warning my public about my timeline 10:30am
09:30
send it for this time
09:30
until that limit i listen music
Иs
09:34
Ирина sparklock
you have event ahead?
ea
09:37
depend how i feel
Иs
09:37
Ирина sparklock
i do same things
09:37
free people
ea
09:37
ethersec adacic1033
with you around i will be dynamic without drug use i am almost sure
09:38
i will use you for this
09:38
purpose
Иs
09:38
Ирина sparklock
you wanna play dirty cowboy
ea
09:39
ethersec adacic1033
i got amerindian blood..a lot of people are asking if i am native
09:39
i am caucasian
09:39
but my bloodline include amerindian
09:39
4 th generation
09:40
indian princess who married french canadian
Иs
09:40
Ирина sparklock
i am indian too
09:40
halfg ruissian
ea
09:40
ethersec adacic1033
she loose all privilege she have for him
Иs
09:40
Ирина sparklock
do you know the story about Pokahontes
09:41
2 part sux
09:41
becauseshe found another man since her huisband died
09:42
it is lame programming of little girls to have disharmony with the nature of love, i was very disapponted as a kid
09:42
i always dreamed if i find someone real who would not hurt me
09:42
love is thing that is once a life
09:42
nothing less
09:44
the fact that i want to die and hate myself and such is only because i am away from you it is normal but as hard and as far it gets the more intimacy we show with each other what is unusual to us because we hide out feeling and thoughts from others
❤
ea
10:04
how are u
ea
Иs
10:11
Ирина sparklock
i dont have pro account and dont really want to participate, i am not social person
10:13
isnt it good for you? so you sure that i am only yours because i am totally indiferrent to other people like they dont even exist
ea
10:18
ethersec adacic1033
i didnt mind it
10:18
i got premium and i tried to boost my group but this only sending invitation
10:18
sorry was not insisting
10:19
i didnt this will do this
10:19
i dont need you on it
10:19
i just feed the group and that it
Иs
10:19
Ирина sparklock
on what do you need me then
ea
10:19
ethersec adacic1033
people are playing each others while this time
10:20
keep it easy and low
10:20
i like my vk accoubt
10:21
this one is looking sharp and pro
10:21
i an doing better each time i had to do new account everywhere for a reason or another
Иs
10:22
Ирина sparklock
do you enjoy it like a role play game, right?
10:23
sort of a funny and creative activity
😁
ea
10:23
it is like iif all of them are your dolls and toys
ea
10:26
ethersec adacic1033
puppet
10:26
that what they are for me
10:26
master of puppet its ny role
10:27
i go sleep in 3 minutes
Иs
10:31
Ирина sparklock
lets go to museum together sometime
❤
ea
10:32
have a sweet dreams pumpkin
ea
10:33
ethersec adacic1033
THANX
10:33
I AM GONE
10:33
LOVE YOU DEEPER EVERY SECOND NOW
10:33
time is on our side now
10:34
the wind turn up side down
10:34
you can write to me i will read you once awake after my nap
Иs
10:35
Ирина sparklock
yes baby, sweet dreams, I love you a lot too
Иs
11:53
Ирина sparklock
do you like frogs
11:53
you are a Frog King
Иs
15:48
Ирина sparklock
good morning baby
ea
15:54
15:54
Иs
15:56
Ирина sparklock
how are you today, are you well rested?
15:56
I am in a bad mood because of stupid people in my town
ea
16:11
ethersec adacic1033
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a little...i was not able to fall asleep but i keep away of screen after good shower and meal around 4-5 hours laying in my bed..in calm..this is doing the job ..better then nothing..i dont feel pbysically bad atleast..i keep it relax until i go bed again after the sunset in 3-4 hours to try again..i am not using dope again i stop few hour ago..enough is enough..i watch myself to dont cross the limit of innaceptable and just ok..
16:11
now i keep sober for 11 days straight line
16:12
need to purge my system of all toxin and chemical detectable by pee test for hospital
Иs
16:12
Ирина sparklock
what have you been thionking about laying in your bed?
ea
16:12
ethersec adacic1033
i dont take timeout chance
16:13
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a lot about you and i was impress by myself for my productivity and quality i reached in short while...
16:14
its always better even if i think i cant do it..i am not understanding how i do and how i learn it
Иs
16:15
Ирина sparklock
Awesome, I was bullied today again
😁
ea
ea
16:15
ethersec adacic1033
i dont know why i ended with all this concept..i dont remember having clear idea for where i am going with my feeling
16:15
love is love
Иs
16:15
Ирина sparklock
its not you bullying me
16:16
just stupid guys outside
ea
16:16
ethersec adacic1033
appreciate it..some hiden lover power master are proud of us i am sure
Иs
16:16
Ирина sparklock
i was while i was walking
ea
16:16
ethersec adacic1033
in your head or real sound
16:17
they are closer
16:17
and less professional
16:17
dont let them coming close
Иs
16:17
Ирина sparklock
like everyone hates me here, they always make fun of me because i am weird, i wish i could put them into the saw game to make them repent i hate them
ea
16:17
ethersec adacic1033
try to get people for withness around you
Иs
16:17
Ирина sparklock
this is real people
ea
16:17
ethersec adacic1033
use public area
Иs
16:17
Ирина sparklock
i asked them for cig
16:18
and they started to bully me like i asked him for a condom
👀
ea
16:18
chat?
16:18
its very easy to make me feel bad
ea
16:18
ethersec adacic1033
dont speak to unknow people
Иs
16:18
Ирина sparklock
i work a lot on myself to feel fine
ea
Иs
16:19
Ирина sparklock
in am really very sensetive to irritation
ea
16:19
ethersec adacic1033
hurt your minds
16:19
broking you mental moods
16:19
too get access by brute force
16:19
mental conteol technic
Иs
16:19
Ирина sparklock
my mom is annoying too
16:20
i have a theory that when you understand more depth it is alarm for demons to act and stop you
ea
16:20
ethersec adacic1033
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see it like a game..serious one..some people comit suicide because this shit
16:20
do it well to make that shit stop once for all
Иs
16:20
Ирина sparklock
i just dont want to leave my home anymore
ea
16:20
ethersec adacic1033
we are targeted because they know we are dangerous for them
16:21
everything is spying at us and monitored via strong demonic AI
Иs
16:21
Ирина sparklock
i will be strong
🔥
ea
ea
16:22
ethersec adacic1033
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i do only for neccessity purpose..i dont even do my own grocery
Иs
16:22
Ирина sparklock
thats evident
ea
16:23
ethersec adacic1033
i go outside 3 time a days for dog walk and take some fresh air and move my body a little because its hurting whole body after many hours of inactivity
16:23
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just figure it out what i will do for revengering you and you will feel more calm and happy
16:24
i am gonna kill them
16:24
dead stalker are not dangerous anymore..this is just pre cold meat for you
16:24
see it like that
Иs
16:25
Ирина sparklock
do you see my movements and record it? you can detect these ones who bullied me i want many people dead actually
16:26
maybe we will create something like stuff from movie saw, undergroud you are an engineer it will be easy for you
16:26
like i would really enjoy seeing them punished for who they are
16:26
i want them to beg to save their lives
ea
16:28
ethersec adacic1033
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not me..aliens and ACIO doing it for security..they are close to you protecting you..
Иs
16:29
Ирина sparklock
one ambulance staff punched me ion my ear so i still have pains
ea
16:29
ethersec adacic1033
flash you light tonight 30 times in a row and go looking ouside in the street
Иs
16:29
Ирина sparklock
okay
ea
16:29
ethersec adacic1033
if i am right they will flash you to show you where they are
Иs
16:30
Ирина sparklock
are you here in my town already?
ea
16:30
ethersec adacic1033
this is how they did whit me to show me i am not left without safety
16:31
i am everywhere in digital..and telepathicly
16:31
physically i am stuck here
Иs
16:31
Ирина sparklock
you live undergound?
ea
16:32
ethersec adacic1033
no..2 level big 8 1/2 space apartment
16:32
my room is second level
16:32
i dont like underground space
16:32
i need to see ouside
16:33
i feel depress after a while being not able to see sun and outside people coming or where any sound coming
Иs
16:33
Ирина sparklock
heavy energy today
16:33
like everyone are gonna eat each other alive
ea
16:33
ethersec adacic1033
i need secure time out
Иs
16:34
Ирина sparklock
now?
ea
16:34
ethersec adacic1033
killswitch time
16:34
my roomate act strange
16:34
she sleep 24h/24 since 3 days
Иs
16:34
Ирина sparklock
what does he do
16:34
maybe she is in coma
ea
16:34
ethersec adacic1033
nobody in the house is moving
Иs
16:35
Ирина sparklock
or dead
ea
16:35
ethersec adacic1033
i suspect her to be agent special from friendly service
16:35
i just dont see them
Иs
16:36
Ирина sparklock
did you notice me talking weird things out of contex yesterday?
😁
ea
16:36
i read our messages today
ea
16:36
ethersec adacic1033
i ear them and see shadow moving when they cross my door room in the allway
Иs
16:36
Ирина sparklock
i dont really understand why i was telling specific things
🔥
ea
ea
16:37
ethersec adacic1033
mental program i suspect this
Иs
16:37
Ирина sparklock
💯
16:37
you did it?
ea
16:37
ethersec adacic1033
voices told me while doing my hot blue chocolate about you
16:37
you are under this kind of teaching program same as me
Иs
16:37
Ирина sparklock
what did they tell you
ea
16:38
ethersec adacic1033
they start with you really young that why you are so fast and smart
Иs
16:38
Ирина sparklock
i am glad iim not on program of ads, it must ber real hell
16:38
i am not really smart
16:39
there is more smarter people
ea
16:39
ethersec adacic1033
because i was questioning myself about automatism i developt and apply without thinking a bit before doing it
Иs
16:40
Ирина sparklock
i had an awful environment tho
16:40
my mom didnt get me proper care
16:40
and m father left me as infant